Ash is not good at this but fuck if he's going to push Pat away like this. He just shifts to hug him a little better, swallowing hard to fight back his own tears. He doesn't cry. Fuck crying.
But goddammit tonight sucks.
After a bit, in a clear attempt to distract Pat from the everything:]
So apparently, Elliot and Schwarzer have a "spare knife box". And didn't know why I asked what the fuck.
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Ash is not good at this but fuck if he's going to push Pat away like this. He just shifts to hug him a little better, swallowing hard to fight back his own tears. He doesn't cry. Fuck crying.
But goddammit tonight sucks.
After a bit, in a clear attempt to distract Pat from the everything:]
So apparently, Elliot and Schwarzer have a "spare knife box". And didn't know why I asked what the fuck.