[Yeah he expected that. He holds up his hands defensively]
T-To be clear, I don't like them or agree with how they do things!
But... well, I'm sure you noticed Jusis hasn't left the Order. And he says he won't leave until he finds a better option than the ones we have now, or manages to change the Order himself.
... I can't leave him to shoulder that all himself.
[His shoulders sag with the weight of the memory, and his voice echoes with the burden of such knowledge]
Your team wasn't the first Black Order team I encountered. [His hands grip his tea mug tightly at the memory, and his eyes are downcast. ]
The first time I dealt with the Order, I was forced to watch Rean and Hunter die. It was only by the mercy of a death goddess that I got them back a few horrible days later.
The Order? They couldn't even be bothered to say "Sorry for your loss".
Yeah, that sounds right. I glanced over the write-ups for Kaisou before they sent me this way.
[He isn't going to say what was in those write-ups, because it would piss Elliot off more than likely.]
An' the team they sent out here wasn't even the worst of them. The one they sent after me was a dick. [God.] I'm not sayin' this to try and talk you out of it--I ain't stupid--just. Warning you.
Tch, someone has to. [Anyway.] Just be careful. And I ain't gonna join back up with them any time soon, but if you guys need help, lemme know? I'll do what I can.
... Thanks Ash. You'll be the first I call if we get into a pickle.
[He does mean that too. Ash is young, but he is a member of Class VII. And hey, Elliot and Jusis were younger than him when they were running around Erebonia getting involved in a civil war, so]
That said, I know you're going to be worried, but I want you to keep living your life as you have been. You've earned your freedom, I'm just staying in long enough to make sure Jusis gets his too.
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What?
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T-To be clear, I don't like them or agree with how they do things!
But... well, I'm sure you noticed Jusis hasn't left the Order. And he says he won't leave until he finds a better option than the ones we have now, or manages to change the Order himself.
... I can't leave him to shoulder that all himself.
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You know some of 'em are basically cultists, right? Not the ones here, or even really most of 'em, but...
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[His shoulders sag with the weight of the memory, and his voice echoes with the burden of such knowledge]
Your team wasn't the first Black Order team I encountered. [His hands grip his tea mug tightly at the memory, and his eyes are downcast. ]
The first time I dealt with the Order, I was forced to watch Rean and Hunter die. It was only by the mercy of a death goddess that I got them back a few horrible days later.
The Order? They couldn't even be bothered to say "Sorry for your loss".
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[He isn't going to say what was in those write-ups, because it would piss Elliot off more than likely.]
An' the team they sent out here wasn't even the worst of them. The one they sent after me was a dick. [God.] I'm not sayin' this to try and talk you out of it--I ain't stupid--just. Warning you.
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[He says that with a bit of affection in his tone. You bookwork you]
I know, and I appreciate it. I'll try to be as careful as I can be, I promise.
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Tch, someone has to. [Anyway.] Just be careful. And I ain't gonna join back up with them any time soon, but if you guys need help, lemme know? I'll do what I can.
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[He does mean that too. Ash is young, but he is a member of Class VII. And hey, Elliot and Jusis were younger than him when they were running around Erebonia getting involved in a civil war, so]
That said, I know you're going to be worried, but I want you to keep living your life as you have been. You've earned your freedom, I'm just staying in long enough to make sure Jusis gets his too.
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[And it's still so weird to think of Ash himself as having freedom, finally.]
If you need to get out quick, I can show you to that statue in Hyrule again. It'll take a lot of your power and shit, but it'd get you out.
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Appreciate it. I'll probably take you up on that once I'm finished.
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Hopefully you won't need to, after you guys are done. Hopefully you can just fuckin' leave. Still, it's there.
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